So, I hate my job.
I know what you're thinking. So do millions of people in the world. But you need to really know me to understand that I don't just complain all the time when it comes to work.
I had another interview today and I am really hoping that this will help me with my current dilemma. I don't just quit, so I figured that in order to stay true to myself I have to find a new job to replace the one I currently have. Why do I hate my current job so much, you might ask? It's simple really...Crazy hours=No time for family. Highly stressful job=depressed and tired. Low pay=not worth it.
Why am I still sticking with it you might ask? It's because I am constantly fighting with myself. I ask myself, will I be considered a bad parent if I quit? What would my kids think of me if I do? These thoughts continue to run in my mind over and over again. Yes, I know my son is only almost 3 and my daughter is only 9 months old. And yes I know I'm crazy. Please tell me something I don't know.
At this point it is all a waiting game. Will I get the new job or will I not? Should I quit the one that I currently have or should I not? What path am I really destined to take?
Until next time...
Hey girl! How are you? I can't believe you have 2 little kiddos. I think all mothers/parents struggle with your dilemma. Do you have to put them in daycare or do you get help from his fam?
ReplyDeleteHi! :) I'm doing okay considering the situation. My husband's parents take care of the kids, so they help out a lot. If I didn't have them I don't know what I would do, since daycare is so expensive. How are you and Kuya Justin doing? Any plans of visiting Colorado again?
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